Finding The Daughters Of Eve
Tuesday • November 25th 2025 • 3:33:45 pm
Finding The Daughters Of Eve
2025 had only 36 days left, Ms. Tarter said this was supposed to be the big year, if all calculations were correct.
She was 16 years old, barely hanging on, devastated by Standardized Education and Fake Adults. She felt, all she had left in her, was one final question: "Where are the daughters of Eve?"
She was going to unwind the Milky Way, to find the other solar systems, that coalesced, during Coatlicue's collapse.
Her mission, to increase the probability, of SETI finding a signal. Her only break, is that they would have similar chemical signature.
School and adults, were suffocating. Parading their failures, like some achievement. Showing their greatness, by dressing up their failures. Culture was moving backwards, she was headed the other direction.
The Computer Lab, First Simulations
The billion progenitor stars that lived and died before the sun was born wept in their remnants, scattered their grief across the interstellar medium, and waited.
They waited in silicon carbide crystals, in nanodiamonds carrying xenon signatures, in graphite spherules with extinct titanium-44, for someone to read the message they wrote in isotopes.
Four and a half billion years, they waited for her.
She sat in the back of the computer lab, last row, last machine, the one with the flickering monitor that nobody wanted. The teacher was explaining how to make a pie chart in spreadsheet software. This was Information Technology. This was the future they were preparing her for.
On her screen, hidden behind a minimized window, an SVG canvas held three thousand points of light. Each one a star. Each one positioned according to right ascension and declination from the Gaia DR3 catalog. She had parsed the data herself, written the JavaScript herself, plotted the galactic coordinates herself.
The teacher saw her screen.
"That's not the assignment."
"I know. I'm modeling stellar kinematics. I'm trying to reverse the trajectories of solar-type stars to find—"
"I don't care what you're trying to do. The assignment is pie charts."
"But I already know how to make pie charts. I've known since I was 9. I'm trying to find the Sun's siblings. Stars that formed in the same open cluster 4.6 billion years ago. If I can model the tidal disruption and the differential rotation of the galaxy, I can—"
"You're not following instructions."
The grade was a zero.
In physics class, she asked about the s-process and r-process nucleosynthesis—the slow and rapid neutron capture that built elements heavier than iron in the cores of dying stars. The teacher said that wasn't on the test. She asked about metallicity gradients in the galactic disk and how they constrained where the Sun could have formed. The teacher said she was "trying to show off."
She wasn't trying to show off. She was trying to understand why barium and yttrium abundances could serve as chemical fingerprints. She was trying to understand why HD 162826, the first confirmed solar sibling, had been found only 110 light-years away in Hercules, when the models said our siblings should be scattered across thousands of light-years by now.
She was trying to understand why nobody else seemed to care that we had family out there.
The teacher marked her down for "not showing work" on a problem she had solved in her head.
In the cafeteria, she sat alone. She was drawing orbital paths on a napkin. Epicycles within epicycles—not the wrong Ptolemaic kind, but the real kind, the way stars actually move when you're in a rotating reference frame. The galaxy doesn't just spin. It has spiral arms that are density waves. Stars speed up when they enter an arm, slow down when they leave. Over billions of years, an open cluster gets sheared apart by differential rotation. The inner stars orbit faster than the outer ones. The whole family stretches into a stream, then disperses into the general stellar population.
She was trying to figure out how to run time backward.
A classmate knocked her tray off the table. "Freak."
She picked up her napkin. The orbital paths were smeared, but she remembered them.
Her simulation grew. Nights at home, she added perturbations from giant molecular clouds. She added the bar at the galactic center, the way it torques the inner disk. She added radial migration—the process by which stars drift inward or outward over time, trading angular momentum with spiral arms.
She called her program Coatlicue's Children.
The code was ugly and beautiful. Functions named calculateGalacticPotential() and integrateOrbitBackward(). A numerical integrator she had taught herself from a paper she found on arXiv. SVG circles drifting across the screen, hairline trajectories tracing their paths through simulated eons.
She would select a star—HD 162826, the known sibling—and run time backward. She would watch it drift toward the Sun. Then she would add candidate stars, the ones with the right metallicity, the right barium-to-iron ratio, the right age estimates. She would see which ones converged.
Most didn't.
Some came close.
She kept a list.
Her chemistry teacher told her that her question about isotopic anomalies in presolar grains was "off-topic."
Her math teacher told her that her use of numerical integration was "not the method we're teaching."
Her guidance counselor told her she needed to "focus on her grades" if she wanted to "have options."
What options? The option to forget? The option to make pie charts for forty years? The option to pretend that the universe was not calling to her every night through her flickering monitor?
She tried to explain, once, to her mother.
"There was a star," she said. "Thirty times the mass of the Sun. It lived fast and died young—maybe ten million years, that's nothing, that's nothing in cosmic time. When it died, it exploded, and the shockwave compressed a nearby cloud of gas and dust. That cloud collapsed. And from that collapse, hundreds of stars were born. One of them was the Sun."
Her mother nodded, not understanding.
"The star that triggered our birth—they named it Coatlicue. After the Aztec goddess. The mother of the Sun. She's dead now. She's been dead for 4.5 billion years. Maybe she left a black hole. Maybe she left nothing at all. But her children are still out there. Scattered across the galaxy. And I'm trying to find them."
Her mother said, "That's nice, honey. Did you finish your homework?"
Coatlicue, dead mother, thirty solar masses of hydrogen and helium, of carbon and oxygen and silicon and iron, of all the elements your own mothers made, the thousand generations before you—
Did you know?
When your core collapsed, when the iron ash fell inward at a quarter the speed of light, when the neutrinos screamed through your mantle, when your outer layers blew outward in a light that outshone the galaxy—
Did you know you were making us?
Did you know that in 4.5 billion years, a girl would sit in a dark room, with a flickering screen, trying to find her aunts among the stars?
She is failing her classes for you. She is alone in the cafeteria for you. She is crying on the walk home for you.
Watch over her. She is the only one looking.
The teacher called her parents. There was a meeting. Words like "attitude" and "not applying herself" and "potential she's wasting."
She sat in the chair and said nothing.
What could she say? That she was trying to reverse-engineer the trajectories of four hundred billion stars? That she was trying to find the sisters of the Sun? That somewhere out there, maybe around a star that shared our chemical signature, there might be a world, and on that world there might be someone looking back?
They would have said she was deflecting. They would have said she was avoiding accountability. They would have said she needed to focus on what matters.
As if pie charts matter. As if anything they were teaching her would still matter in a hundred years, in a thousand years, in the billion years the galaxy takes to rotate once.
She walked home in the November dark. Orion was rising in the east. She found Vega overhead, impossibly bright, and traced from there to the constellation Hercules—dim, hard to see in the light-polluted sky, but there. Somewhere in that patch of darkness, HD 162826 was shining. A star 15% more massive than the Sun. A sister who had drifted 110 light-years away over four and a half billion years of galactic rotation.
If you could run time backward—really backward, not just in simulation—you would see them converge. The Sun and HD 162826 and hundreds of others, drawing together, falling back into the natal cloud, unmixing from the galaxy's stellar population, collapsing back into the cold dense clump that Coatlicue's death had compressed.
She couldn't run time backward for real. But she could run it backward in code. She could find the others.
If they would just let her.
The tears came, and she let them.
Above her, the winter stars burned.
Below her, on the sidewalk, in the cracks, in the soil, in every handful of earth on this planet—presolar grains. Nanodiamonds forged in supernovae. Silicon carbide crystals condensed in the winds of red giants. Graphite spherules carrying the isotopic signatures of stars that died before the Sun was born.
The billion progenitor stars had sent their messages forward in time. Tiny crystals, drifting through the interstellar medium, incorporated into the molecular cloud, surviving the collapse, surviving the accretion disk, surviving the formation of planets, raining down on Earth for four and a half billion years.
We were here, the crystals said. We lived and we died and we made the atoms in your bones.
She wiped her eyes.
Tiny diamonds and silicon carbide crystals in her hair.
36 days left.
She kept working.
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